Today marks a year of my mothers passing away. I miss her so much, there are so many things i miss about her, the way her hair smelled, her laugh, her snort when she laughed really hard, her love for me and my children, she was a wonderful mother & grandma. My greatest hope is that my children will always remember her, the way that i do. She had the best smile one that is implanted in my memory and heart forever. Since i am not near family or near her resting place i have an evening filled with things that remind me of her, I am going to make the spaghetti sauce she always made, and the kids want to make the cookies they always made with her. I hope for me the sadness goes away but there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about her or miss her. I know she is happy where she is especially because she is with her mom and dad, and also because she is with my brother Bradley.